Blogs About My Struggles With Alcohol

• Mystic Order – Reiki Level IIIA – 21 Day Cleanse – A Miracle Has Happened
• Spiritual Discipline – My Alcohol Addiction – My Story Now
• Personal Development – Cutting the Ties That Bind – Saying Goodbye to Alcohol
• Is Too Much a Choice or Addiction?
• Personal Development – A Wild Woman’s Journey With Drinking and Hedonism While Walking the Spiritual Path
• Personal Development – A Wild Woman’s Slow Transformation Towards Her Best Self
• OYNB – One Year No Beer – This Wild Woman’s Successful Journey of the 28 Day Challenge and Beyond!
• Personal Development – A Wild Woman Walking the Spiritual Path – A Wild Woman Redefined? Absolutely!
• Personal Development – Living Alcohol Free – Musings During Day 78
• Just For Today – I Will Do My Work Honestly
• Just For Today – I Will Do My Work Honestly
• Personal Development – Living An Alcohol Free Life – Year One
• Borderline Personality Disorder & Histrionic Personality Disorder – EMDR and Inner Resources
• Another Layer

During the last few days of this recent 21 Day Reiki Cleanse, some very difficult truths surfaced.

With this Attunement – there was no getting away from myself. This level of Reiki – Master Level/Advanced Practitioner is living Reiki.  I now have this intense desire to practice Reiki every day – practice distance healing on a weekly basis – I pray with Reiki – using the Reiki Symbols on problems and situations.  I was praying really hard on one specific issue in my life – using the Reiki Symbols on that area which was causing great pain – and now that issue is gone.

Non-Existent.

A miracle has happened.

As a result of this miracle – I’ve come to see and understand that a love affair with myself has to start first. Authentic self-love where I make decisions everyday that better my life – not numb like I once did because of unhappiness and hurts I was unwilling to face.

I release and calm with exercise. I release, calm and tap inward with daily self-Reiki treatments.  I pray everyday using the Reiki Symbols to help heal difficult situations happening in my life at this time.  I no longer betray myself by not listening to that Observer Self in me – my true self.  That true self that I once numbed out/tuned out with unhealthy habits that caused great pain.

My entire life has been changed – upside down – right-side up – to bring me into my spiritual path. Not onto – into, my spiritual path. I can’t even begin to explain!

There are still challenges in my life – but with this one miracle – everything is aligning before me. For this moment, I can see clearly!

I still pray every day with Reiki about this specific issue that the miracle happened with – because my prayers are to maintain the miracle!! To allow me to keep seeing clearly – and love myself first!!

There is power in prayer, and no matter how you pray – as Caroline Myss says – live fearlessly and pray like you’re crazy!

With an overflowing heart and a true belief in miracles,

Stephanie, 💛